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The Narcissist's Worst Nightmare
For every woman who’s been love-bombed, gaslit, and manipulated — this is where you’re called to rise.
Hosted by Abuse Recovery Coach Meaghan Webster, this show is where truth meets transformation.
No fluff. No fear. Just raw honesty, real stories, and relentless hope.
You’ll get the tools, strategy, and soul work to learn how to set yourself free, break the trauma bond, rebuild a life you love, and become the version of you a narcissist could never touch.
It’s not just about leaving — it’s about becoming the woman who never goes back.
Tune in for tough love, deep healing, community, and a comeback story worth telling.
Episodes
38 episodes
Why You’re Not Excited About Dating Anymore (And Why That’s Power)
You’re not bored with dating because you’re broken. You’re bored because your nervous system is no longer wired for chaos, urgency, or proving your worth through connection. In this episode, we break down why healed women often lose interest...
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Episode 35
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How Narcissists Train You to Doubt Yourself
Before narcissistic abuse looks like chaos, it looks like you doubting yourself. This episode breaks down how narcissists condition women to mistrust their instincts, memories, and bodies through subtle erosion, gaslightin...
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Episode 34
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15:43
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Men Don’t “Abandon” Women, Here’s Why
Women don’t lose men - they lose themselves first. This episode breaks open the truth you’ve always felt but never named: the body knew, the intuition screamed, but the conditioning taught you to override it. We go deep in...
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Episode 33
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18:46
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Coparenting with a Narcissist? Strategies for Sanity and Safety
Co-parenting with a narcissist isn’t parenting, it’s emotional endurance while protecting your child from instability they didn’t create.In this episode, I break down why co-parenting is impossible with an unregulated partner, how pa...
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Episode 32
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How to be Soft Without Feeling Stupid: The Dark Feminine Balance
This episode strips the fantasy out of dating and brings you back into your body with discernment, self-respect, dark feminine intuition, and the standards that stop you from spiraling back into men who drain you. You’re going t...
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Episode 31
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19:26
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Holiday Hell
The holidays don’t calm a narcissist… they supercharge their manipulation. In this episode, I break down why December becomes emotional warfare for women living with or leaving narcissistic partners.You’ll learn how they...
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Episode 30
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Self Trust and Trust Issues Dating After Abuse
Self-trust is the hinge that determines who you date, what you tolerate, and whether you abandon yourself or honor yourself.This episode walks you through rebuilding the internal compass that trauma shattered.The ...
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Episode 29
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What 5 Years of Sobriety Taught Me About Trauma, Love, and Rising From Hell
This special edition episode unpacks the five lessons that rebuilt my entire life after addiction, narcissistic abuse, childhood trauma, and the nervous-system patterns that kept me repeating the same relationships. I'm sharing piec...
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Episode 29
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Excuses That Keep You Stuck: The Lies You Tell Yourself to Stay
This episode is a full-on reality check for the woman still in it, leaving it, or clawing her way out of an abusive relationship. I’m breaking down the excuses that keep you trapped… “I can’t leave because of the ki...
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Episode 28
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You don’t owe them shit: Stop Turning Casual Dating Into Emotional Labour
Dating after abuse hits different…Your nervous system wants to overgive, over-explain, and emotionally carry men who haven’t earned a single inch of access. This episode exposes the real reason you slip into wife energy ...
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Episode 27
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Grieving the Illusion: Mourning the Relationship That Never Existed
You’re not grieving a breakup.You’re grieving the abuse.You’re grieving the illusion you attached to, and the version of them that never existed.In this episode, Meaghan Webster breaks down why the grief hits hardest af...
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Episode 26
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The Black Cat Dating Code: 18 Red Flags That Don’t Look Like Red Flags
You think it’s chemistry when it’s actually your nervous system screaming…In this episode, Meaghan Webster exposes the 18 red flags that don’t wave, they whisper.The ones that feel like connection, safety, “soulmate energy” b...
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Episode 25
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The Narcissist Discard: Closure You’ll Never Get and the Freedom You Deserve
The discard isn’t a breakup. It’s an emotional assassination.One day, you’re their everything. Next, you’re blocked, erased, and replaced…Left trying to understand how someone could love you and destroy you in the same ...
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Episode 24
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Boundaries as Foreplay: Desire and Standards After Abuse
You were never “too much.” You were just in rooms that required you to shrink.This episode will change the way you see boundaries forever.Because boundaries aren’t walls - they are how you turn safety into seducti...
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Episode 23
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Recognizing the Subtle Signs of Abuse Before It Escalates
Abuse doesn’t always scream - sometimes, it whispers.It hides inside love, care, and kindness. In this episode, Meaghan Webster breaks down the quiet erosion, the isolation disguised as protection, the apology used as ...
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Episode 22
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Date Yourself First - How to Make Singleness Sacred and Become Untouchable After Abuse
You don’t need another partner - you need a mirror.You’ve already done the hard part: You left. You healed. You stopped mistaking pain for passion.Now it’s time to make your singleness sacred - the season where you tu...
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Season 1
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Episode 21
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The Hook on the Hurt: Why Pain Feels Like Proof (and How to Break the Bond)
You don’t miss them - you miss the chaos your body called love.In this episode, Meaghan breaks down how abusers weaponize your deepest wounds…The Abuser Trinity: Abandonment, Shame, and Scarcity that keep you hook...
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Season 1
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Episode 20
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The Shadow Contract: The Parts of You That Chose the Pattern (and How You End It)
What if the pattern wasn’t punishment? It was a promise your shadow made to keep you safe…This episode dives into the invisible contracts your nervous system wrote in survival and the vows that keep you chasing cha...
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Season 1
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Episode 19
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The Trauma Bond Explained: Why You Stay When You Want to Leave
You didn’t stay because you’re weak. You stayed because your nervous system was hijacked.The trauma bond is the reason you went back after the lies, manipulation, and gaslighting. In this episode, I break it all d...
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Season 1
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Episode 18
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Pleasure Mapping After Abuse: Reclaiming Your Body as Sacred
After abuse, your body doesn’t feel like home. Desire feels like danger. You second-guess every flutter, every spark, every time your body lights up. Is it attraction or is it another trap?That’s why we do plea...
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Season 1
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Episode 17
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Daddy Issues & the Mother Wound: The Trauma That Chooses Your Partner
Everyone jokes about daddy issues. They turn it into a meme, a punchline, a quirky red flag in dating. But here’s the savage truth: daddy issues aren’t funny. And the mother wound isn’t either.These wounds aren’t quirks. They’r...
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Episode 16
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The Covert Narcissist: The Abuser You Don’t See Coming
Not every narcissist is loud. Some don’t scream, they sigh. They don’t rage, they sulk. They don’t demand, they manipulate quietly.That’s the covert narcissist. The abuser you don’t see coming.In this episode ...
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Season 1
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Episode 15
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Your Trauma Inheritance and Dating After Abuse
You don’t just inherit your dad’s eyes or your mom’s laugh. You inherit their patterns.The chaos your mother tolerated. The silence your father carried. The abuse nobody named.That’s why calm feels boring.&nbs...
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Season 1
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Episode 14
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14:37
Post Separation Abuse: How to Anchor Instead of Collapse
Seperating from a narcissist doesn’t mean the abuse is over… it means they change the rules of the game.The rage texts, the custody games, the courtroom dramatics...They are all designed to hijack your nervous system and prove t...
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Season 1
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Episode 13
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Why Chaos Still Turns You On Dating After a Narcissistic Relationship
If you’ve ever wondered why you keep swiping on chaos and skipping over safe love, this episode will wake you up...Here’s the truth: Trauma becomes your type when you’ve survived a narcissist. Your body was trained to crave high...
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Episode 12
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